11/5- One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest
Well I don’t know where to start. I saw this movie a long time ago when I was younger, and I even did a paper on it when I went to Graduate School and majored in Counseling Psychology. (Abnormal Psych Class). We had to diagnose all of the characters in the film. Well, now I’m seeing this come to life in “Real Life”, as my only sibling has just been admitted to a Psych Ward two days ago.
Now, I’m not gonna be one to judge because I have done two 30 day stints of my own when I was younger, and that’s how I got the SRA MPD-DID, PTSD dual diagnosis for my own issues. My sibling, however, sided with my parents and I was the crazy one for spilling the beans on the family secrets. I spent 10 lonely years alienated from all of them doing my “recovery”. Well little did I know then that my greatest therapist would be the Ruach Ha’Kodesh. At that time I was submerged into the Christian church but YaHuWaH had his hand on me at all times.
Sure there were VERY DARK times when I have even seen the angel of death lurking over me like a DARK CLOUD. It all went away though as I began to process the truth of what really had happened to me and how I still managed to survive all that stuff. I should be dead…
Well my sibling has now FREAKED OUT. Now maybe this was triggered by Halloween which could very well be. We all know that Satan did a LOT of stuff this past few weeks and those lying spirits were let loose to be sure to try to capture as many souls as possible. She keeps telling me she’s going to die and that everybody is out to get her. Well maybe there is some truth to that statement or maybe she has just gone paranoid schizophrenic. My mother had those tendencies as well.. She hated all the neighbors and wouldn’t leave the house. My mom was an abductee though, as she confided that to me before she died. She remembers being air born and seeing the ground below her while she was being taken up in the air.
Well that kinda shit is familial and follows the family members. I don’t remember seeing any ET’s but I did work a ritual memory where I was surrounded by them dressed in robes when I was three years old. It was not a pretty scene. It was horrifying… Nuff said..
At any rate, I feel really helpless as far as she is concerned. I tried to find out some info and got shut down by the staff. They say she doesn’t want me knowing anything. I already know everything but she doesn’t want me to know it about her..Hell we had the same parents for crying out loud… She just can’t come to grips with any of it.. It’s gut wrenching stuff I know- and I thank YaHuWaH that I found out at a much younger age when I was fit and healthy enough to deal with it in my body. She’s not and it is seriously taking it’s toll on her. It actually could kill her…
So I’m very distraught, needless to say… If any of you have someone you care about that’s hurting very badly during this “demonic” season we are in, then I’m sure you will understand. All’s I can do now is pray that YaHUWaH will rescue her from herself and her misguided beliefs and feelings and deliver her soul back into His Care.
She’s scared to death for her life…
May the peace of the Ruach Ha’ Kodesh-our spiritual Mother and Comforter- be with my sister and any other of YaH’s family during this oppressive time we live in.